I'm sorry I haven't been on! I think I'm going to leave DA though since I really don't use it anymore. I might remake an account or something, but I do not know. I've been so busy with school and work and writing, etc. I'm real sorry if anyone has been out of touch with me. I'm going to probably delete my account in a day, so here's my email for anyone who wants it.

captain_siv@yahoo.com

or

lisandrz@iusb.edu

OMG! I'm so happy right now. I just got World of Warcraft and I'm installing it... He-he-he-he-he!

I can't wait to play it... and I already drew fanart of a few characters I made on my boyfriend's account... it's a picture of an Undead-Night Elf couple Strange, ne? I love teh strange couples...

Anyway, I will update with more art soon... I'm being inspired all over the place! Help me!

Ah!! I am so happy today!

Nothing bad happened, and I'm doing so well without my medicine. I also only had one class today, so that helps. I guess what I'm really excited about is the Japan trip this summer. It's through my old high school, and my brother AND boyfriend both get to go as well It makes me so happy to see them with such an opportunity. I almost didn't want to go out of fear, but I decided I rather take the chance than to miss out .


My boyfriend (Sean) is so caring. He really helped me sort things out the other day and taught me that I shouldn't always look to others for advice; sometimes the answers will come from within you. He's also helping me a lot by stopping me from destroying myself. I am thankful to have someone like him. He accepts me. It feels so good to have someone accept you.

Anyway, I feel like drawing and writing, so I may go do some of that and have something to post soon (maybe even by Wednesday if we're lucky !) IM SO HAPPY!! He-he-he-he-he-he-he~! And my cold is going bye-bye.

Kimochi yoi

Mmm... now if I can just stop snacking so much! *is hit in the head by Sean* I'm always being criticized for "not eating too much"
Oh well!!! I'm too happy right now to care.

Ki o tsukete

Captain Siv

I said I'd wait this time... but DAMN... Just too hard!

I think I've said too much, he-he. Has anyone else ever given in to temptation (not necessarily a BAD one) ?

Also, I don't understand why people get so worked up about premarital sex. I think a deep love for someone should be enough to share yourself with them. Marriage is just a ceremony; nothing really changes to make sex more "kosher". Another thing that REALLY ticks me off is when people say sex is just for procreation. WRONG! It's not just that. I don't even want kids. It can be for many alternative things--- fun, pleasure, recreation, exercise, love... etc~!

The only thing that scares me about sex is the protection thing... even though I have PCOS. AND I use protection... AND I use more protection... AND I use withdrawal... all together at once. I wonder why I'm still afraid?

Sorry if I'm making zero sense. I have a strange way of saying things. That's okay though. I'm just kind of rambling, so disregard it. No one should reply to this... it makes no sense! I love my s-n. Sweet!

WOW! Did anyone hear about Steve Irwin ?!
The poor guy... he was killed by a sting ray. That's such a horrible and painful way to go. I can't imagine what his family must be going through. That is really, truly sad.

Has anyone else heard the story? All I know is he was stung in the heart and the poison killed him almost instantly. He wasn't that old, either, was he?

Anyway, it seems like everyone's getting sick today. The seasons are changing...

Other than my congested nose and throat, I feel happy