I feel pretty okay. I just got a new medicine to try. Hopefully it will make me feel a bit better! OCD is really annoying, you know? College starts next week, so I'm trying to make the most of my time off by just relaxing and reducing anxiety. One of the jobs I get to do at my school is modeling for the art department. But they take just about anyone!

I get to do nude modeling, too. Fun! Anyway, how is everyone else? I always feel like I'm neglecting someone. I feel like I'm not a giving person ._. I hate downing myself, but it happens a lot. How do you become better?

I need to draw more... and write. Lately, it's been kind of a slump for me! >.>
Loveless forever!!!!

Devious Comments
Wow! For the art department!? Lucky! I wouldn't feel comfortable modeling nude though ^^' I don't think I'm that attractive.. but my guys friends think so >>; nyeh. Hmm.. no you're not a neglecting person. You're the same Sivvy I've always knwon.. right ^^? How do I become better? I don't know.. I go play a game with my friends or something..
You know... you can always note me if you're feeling down. Just get all your thoughts out on what's bothering you. I don't mind :3 and if you feel it's too much for me to handle, you can always delete it. But the point is that you got all the anxiety and stuff out <3 That help? >< i'm horrible at giving advice..
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"Some things are better left seen and not read.. and some are better left to the imagination." -Van and I
*~"I believe in a madness called love..."~*
And I mean forever! NWAUAUAU
lovelovelove,
S-N
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Lesson, lesson, if you see a stranger, follow him.
It means a lot to me that you care! I'm still trying to find a good "pose" to do for that Loveless picture for you. Hee-hee.. trying to decide!
I'll try not to think too hard about things like that.
Love ya...
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Thanks for offering your assistance. It is well appreciated.
Let's have a good time and try our best in college, right? Hee-hee. Thank you.
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Lesson, lesson, if you see a stranger, follow him.
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Suki da, Captain-Siv!
s-n
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Lesson, lesson, if you see a stranger, follow him.
Kimi wa utsukushii. Soshite, kokoro ga yasashii
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Aisheteru!!
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Lesson, lesson, if you see a stranger, follow him.
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