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Nyu!

Wed Aug 23, 2006, 5:19 PM
I feel pretty okay. I just got a new medicine to try. Hopefully it will make me feel a bit better! OCD is really annoying, you know? College starts next week, so I'm trying to make the most of my time off by just relaxing and reducing anxiety. One of the jobs I get to do at my school is modeling for the art department. But they take just about anyone! ^^; I get to do nude modeling, too. Fun! Anyway, how is everyone else? I always feel like I'm neglecting someone. I feel like I'm not a giving person ._. I hate downing myself, but it happens a lot. How do you become better? :heart: I need to draw more... and write. Lately, it's been kind of a slump for me! >.>

Loveless forever!!!! :dance:

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:iconbrockiepoo15:
Yeah. OCD sucks. Monkey butt D: Good luck in college, like i said. 4 days for me -_____- sigh..

Wow! For the art department!? Lucky! I wouldn't feel comfortable modeling nude though ^^' I don't think I'm that attractive.. but my guys friends think so >>; nyeh. Hmm.. no you're not a neglecting person. You're the same Sivvy I've always knwon.. right ^^? How do I become better? I don't know.. I go play a game with my friends or something..

You know... you can always note me if you're feeling down. Just get all your thoughts out on what's bothering you. I don't mind :3 and if you feel it's too much for me to handle, you can always delete it. But the point is that you got all the anxiety and stuff out <3 That help? >< i'm horrible at giving advice..

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"Some things are better left seen and not read.. and some are better left to the imagination." -Van and I

*~"I believe in a madness called love..."~*
:iconstupefied-narutard:
-nods head in empathy- Yep, relaxing before school. It's good for you. Modeling in the art department? Wow! I'm impressed! ^^ Although I don't see how you can do nude pics...I'd be blushing and sputtering the whole time. Become better? Don't try so hard TO become better. There are a lot of people here who like you just the way you are....! :glomp: Plus, you're making me a pic right? That's giving! It makes me feel a whole lot betterz...and you give time to people here at DA! That makes me feel happy. (Cuz I like ur art too) ^^ You really are a good person, just keep telling yourself that too. It usually helps me. Try your hardest to talk to people, make them smile when you feel like your not doing enough. Just be yourself and forget all of the negative things around you. If someone tries to start something, give them time to explain how they feel too. I really hope you have fun in college this...year...semester...thing-y....yesh, Lovelessness forever! :dance:

And I mean forever! NWAUAUAU :evillaugh: *chu*
lovelovelove,
S-N

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Lesson, lesson, if you see a stranger, follow him.
:iconcaptain-siv:
*nchu* Thank you, cutie. :heart:
It means a lot to me that you care! I'm still trying to find a good "pose" to do for that Loveless picture for you. Hee-hee.. trying to decide!
I'll try not to think too hard about things like that. :glomp:
Love ya... :heart:

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:+favlove: "すきだ、りつか。"
:iconcaptain-siv:
You're not terrible at giving advice! It really does help to get things out, you know?
Thanks for offering your assistance. It is well appreciated. :heart:
Let's have a good time and try our best in college, right? Hee-hee. Thank you.

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:+favlove: "すきだ、りつか。"
:iconstupefied-narutard:
:excited: Yay! I made you happy. :boogie: Btw, what does 'suki da' mean?

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Lesson, lesson, if you see a stranger, follow him.
:iconcaptain-siv:
It means "I like it" or "I love it". :XD: Soubi says "Suki da, Ritsuka" a lot, meaning "I love you, Ritsuka."

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:+favlove: "すきだ、りつか。"
:iconstupefied-narutard:
OH YAY!!! Suki da! I must go say it to a bunch of random people! :dance: ^^
Suki da, Captain-Siv!
s-n

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Lesson, lesson, if you see a stranger, follow him.
:iconcaptain-siv:
Suki da, s-n. :heart:

Kimi wa utsukushii. Soshite, kokoro ga yasashii :D

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:+favlove: "すきだ、りつか。"
:iconstupefied-narutard:
...Are you trying to kill me? -blush- I really don't have a clue as to what these words mean...^^ translation?

Aisheteru!!

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Lesson, lesson, if you see a stranger, follow him.

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