Hello again, everyone. Today I went to a party at my boyfriend's house for a football game. A few of our friends were there and his relatives. At first, I was a little bored. I'm not the biggest football fan, and they were all playing football outside in a parking lot. I joined in, but did really bad. Anyway, as the evening progressed, things got more fun. Sometimes I felt a little invisible, though. I know it's because I don't speak up. Not that there's anything wrong with that; it's my problem. But I wish I could get people's attention better. ._. Is it wrong for me to feel left out because I don't share that interest with him as well? We did have a few good moments like when he put his arm around me, but when I hugged him he sometimes was a tad too distracted to notice. But that's okay. I can't expect him to pay attention just to me. I mean it's bad to cling to people. I hate it if I do that... so I hope I'm not. ... anyway! I've just been in an emotional twister lately. I hate troubling people like this, but I'm worrying about EVERYTHING. I don't know what's making it worse-- me or my medicine or any other thing. It's so crazy! Yes I have been drinking pepsi. I have a terrible caffeine addiction.

I really miss s-n.
I know she won't be around because her internet is being shut off for awhile, so I want her to know how much I care about her! I really adore her ~! So I hope we'll continue to be close friends. She's been an inspiration to me~! Truly.

I feel too opinionated sometimes! I worry too much...

I would like to say that I love all of my comrades on this site.