I had a pretty good day today. At first, my boyfriend and I were fighting a little bit, but it got so much better and we did some fun things... he-he. <3

I finally got my laptop up and running. Tis a mac~! It's really cool, but I'm still not used to it yet. Say... has anyone ever heard of the site YouTube? They have so many cool videos there!!! Everyone must see this one! Warning: RANDOM!

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Lately, I've been thinking so much. I'm so quiet, and I have a hard time expressing myself to people. It bothers me so. I am also obsessive-compulsive and it really gets to me! I'm taking Zoloft, but I do not know if it's really helping or not. I'm on a medicine as well for PCOS, but let's not get into that. College starts soon. So many changes are happening.

I wish I could be a better person. I get irritated and keep it all in. I hate the way I act. Sometimes I want to be someone else... i feel pathetic for saying all this, but I just wanted to get it out somehow. Sorry if it seems like I'm rambling; no one has to respond or anything. ^^ Ah... life is mysterious. And... why can't people be more honest?

Has anyone seen the anime Loveless? I just recently discovered it on YouTube, and I am addicted to it. I stayed up until 3 watching it last night and i had to get up at 6! XD That show is so interesting! I don't care if it's shota...

Does anyone have a favorite character on Loveless? It's so hard for me to choose... I really like Soubi. <3 Ritsuka is just adorable though and easy to identify with. Yuiko is cute, too, but she can't have Ritsuka! XD

I don't particularly like Shinonome-sensei. I don't know why. O_o I like Kouya and Yamato... he-he.


A little off topic, but while I'm talking about it, I just recently (this year) accepted myself as being bisexual. I have never dated a girl, but I fell in love with one once. It wasn't until my boyfriend talked it out with me that I realized it--- my new love, Sean, accepts me for who I am. I am so happy. Even though we've fought, things are looking up! I've also lost a lot of weight. (about 40 lbs.) I'm proud of myself, but sometimes people worry about me being too small. (I'm 5'6" about 122 lbs. and I used to weigh about 160-170!) But I dont care. I just don't want to gain it back! LOL...

I need to talk to someone about some personal issues. XD Like ... sex issues... O_o eh.

Hi everyone. I'm thinking about coming back to deviant art. I'm starting college pretty soon, and I'm very excited. I miss you all and hope you still love me <3. I really enjoy being on here, even if I just end up posting poems and stuff. I'm sort of not into drawing as much because I'm not too talented at it, so most of what I post will probably be chibi XD

Let me know if you want to talk. Anyone

And once again, I've abused deviant art.

Sorry to everyone who thought I went insane and just up and left, but I'm totally okay. Found someone new, and this and that... ^__^ i dont really feel like explaining a whole lot, and I'm not too sure I wanna stay here (after all, I cant post ALL the things I really WANT to....) but just so you all know, I'm fine, and I love you all very much <3