I still feel sad, but I'm getting along.

Anyone know what those symbols mean by our names..? Like on DA I mean. The squiggly thing, the star, the equal sign..? What does it all mean?!?!

I can't believe it... he really broke up with me.

If I'm not here for awhile, it's because I have no reason to be. I'm sorry. I wasn't expecting this to happen so suddenly..

Maybe this is the end, or maybe its a new beginning..? What was my heart trying to say to me, as he walked away and I started to cry..?

Hey everyone.

Thanks for all of your help ^.^ I'm glad I have good friends to cheer me up when I'm down.

Actually the real thanks goes to one of my friends that goes to my school. He gave me some good advice and made me feel tons better. He's on this site, too! But his s/n escapes me now O___o I'm awful. Anyway, i thank you all for the help and I hope I didnt weird anyone out.

Oh!

I hate to bother anyone, but I'm really having some personal problems and need somebody to talk to. I dont want to post it in my journal, though. I... I guess I just want someone to write me a note or something. Please.. just.. someone open-minded. I'm really very depressed. .. I'm so sorry!

I just wanted to post this journal to express my great sorry-ness.

I'm really very sorry if I dont always get to every one of my friend's messages or deviations. I really do try to make time for them all but sometimes I get lazy and just dont. ;___; I'm VERY sorry for that and I'll try my best to get to each and every thing next time. I'm just so sorry. You all mean the world to me, and I want to know you all very well. Thank you for being there for me. Please forgive me. I really will try harder!!!