Ah, I just thought I'd share some things with my fellow deviants ^.^ My junior year of high school was not my best, in my opinion. I'm hoping this year will be better. Last year, I was a lot more stressed out because I was always worrying about stupid things that would never happpen O.o And in February something really bad happened to me because of a medicine I was on and the tension. I got a blood clot in my left leg. I felt like everything was falling apart. At first I didnt even know it. I thought I had pulled a muscle, but the pain progressed and worsened. It wasnt only there, but also in my heart. I was trying to be someone I wasnt. This made me look at things in perspective more. Anyway, it soon just got so difficult that I could barely walk. Going through each school day was excruciating, and I went so slowly that everyone passed me in the halls; I would lean on anyone who would let me just to be able to walk faster. Eventually it got to the point I just couldnt stand anymore, and my boyfriend took me to the school nurse one morning to send me home. He really saved me there.. my mommy took me to the doctor and I went to get a ultra sound and thats when they found it; it was a very EXTENSIVE clot as well, which was scary. I was afraid I would die without having accomplished ANYTHING. Well I went to the hospital and thankfully got a room to myself. I had the choice of having a painful kind of treatment where they put needles in me, or the choice of getting shots and medicine to make it go away so being the wuss I am I picked the shots and meddycine. I had never been in a hospital before, and I quite liked the time alone, actually. The food was actually yummy! And I was always asking for Vicadin (strong painkillers). I swear I was in la-la land this one time i took two at once That stuffs great. Anyway, after I got home I had to be off two more weeks from school until my leg didnt hurt anymore And catching up with school was HELL. I had a research paper to do, too. Ughhh.. but this experience really helped me not to worry about silly things and to respect the time I still have. I still procrastinate though . But I think God must have wanted me to stay here...

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Anyone still out there...?

Heh,heh. I know I haven't been here for awhile, but if anyone still knows who I am, give me a holler! XD I've improved a lot over this past lapse of time, and I'll be posting new stuff. I'm starting a new slate, and will probably delete most of my other crap/art. Anyway, nice to see you all again, whoever is reading this ^.^; Love ya.

Today I am bored XP But besides that, I got to go to a party last night (HOW often does that happen?!). It was for the students going on the Japan trip this summer. ^^ I cant wait. The party was a blast, to my pleasant surprise. I even won a Japanese... box.. thing. YAY!!! XD Anyway, I want to send love to all my friends and supporters

Hello those who still remember me XD I have not been here in forever! I felt I needed time to improve, so I have been practicing and i think I'm improved enough to start posting stuff again ^.^ Currently I'm working on a story about two of my characters who fall in love (and both happen to be guys XP). LOL anyway I'm here again, if thats ok I apologize for all of my sucky old pictures. I'm going to go post a new one, so see you all later. I am glad to be back and hope to make some new fans, er i mean friends XD Just kiddding I'm here for fun! ^^

Never used my journal before... Hope I'm doin it right! I havent been here for awhile, so I hope no one worried. Just been busy. I plan on submitting more deviations soon! I hope I can make some lovely art ^.^